2008-11-14 メールのラッシュ。
_ メールアドレスの変更メールを，およそ２５０通ほど送信したので，昨日・今日とメールのラッシュがつづいている。一日で４０通をこえるほど。これは自己新記録。
いろいろ激励やら心配やらのメールをいただいて恐縮。でも，驚いたことに，「わたしにも経験がある」という人が意外と多いという事実。しかも，なかには面倒だからほったらかしにしてある，という度胸のある人もいる，という事実。あるいは，メールアドレスを盗む方法まで，具体的に教えてくれる人もいる事実。この人は，例をあげて，パスワードが４けたの数字だとしたら，こういう計算式で割り出すことができる，とまで教えてくれる親切な人。いまの世の中，なにがあっても不思議ではないから驚かないことにした，という人。まあ，いろいろの人がいるものだ，しかも，個人的にメールで交信している人だから，そんなに遠い存在の人ではない。むしろ，身近な人というべきだろう。
ものの見方・考え方が急激に変化している，ということは頭のなかでは理解していたが，今回のこの騒動をとおして，からだをとおして理解できるようになった。これが唯一の収穫というべきか。
もはや，ヴァーチャル・リアリティを「仮想現実」などと漢字でイメージして考えていてはいけない，むしろ，こちらこそが真の「リアリティ」ではないかとさえ思えてしまう状況が多くなってきている。そして，子どものころからだをとおして感じていた「リアリティ」を探す方がむつかしい世の中になっていることに，いまさらながら，気づく。
これもまた，今回のメールアドレス騒動の収穫というべきか。
いよいよ，これは本格的に，残りの人生の生き方について考え直さないといけない，と危機感すら感じてしまう。つまり，毎日の暮らしそのものが日常性のなかに埋没してしまっていて，同じルーティンのなかに閉じこめられてしまっている。だから，感覚器官がますます衰えていってしまう。もっともっと，からだ全体をとおして環境世界と付き合っていく，格闘していく，折り合いをつけていく，そういう生き方をしないといけないのではないか，と。
荒川修作ではないが，「死なないために」（彼の詩集の題名），いま，わたしたちはなにをしなければならないのか，と問い直すことが重要。かれの建築のコンセプトの一つは「転ぶ」だ。人間は「転ぶ」瞬間に，はじめて，からだの全神経が全開となる。ここが「生」の原点。ここから，からだを活性化するための建築を考える。２１世紀を生きる人間のための建築だ，とかれは言う。
養老天命反転地（テーマパーク）にも，奈義の現代美術館の「太陽」の建築にも行って，からだでそのことを体験してきた。ちかく，三鷹天命反転住宅を見学に行こう，と誘われている。なんとしても出かけていって，しっかりと「からだ」で感じてきたいと思う。
おやおや，こんなことを書くつもりは毛頭なかったのに・・・・。これも，メールアドレス騒動のお蔭か・・・・？
感謝，感謝。なにごとにも感謝しながら，プラス志向で生きていくことにしよう。でないと，からだが閉じてしまいそう。もっともっと「開いて」，と自分自身に言い聞かせながら・・・・。「死なないために」。
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